sometimes u say things that will hurt people and u dun even knoe it hurts.
im ur boyfriend and u noe i hate u to say these things but u jus keep on doing it.
it hurts wen u say that "why cant u be like him." or "i want someone like him."
i know im poor, in weak, im unhealthy, im not good enough.
yes i am poor and i am very lazy but u dun have to say it right in my face do u??
its fucking painful. it is.
it hurts wen the person u love so much jus tells u these things and shoves u away.
this is how i feel and im not blaming u or anything. i jus wana let u know how i feel.
we dint talk tonight i cant get a chance to tell u this in person so i'm writing it here
jus to let you know how i really feel.
whatever it is, im holding on to the relationship because i really do love you very much.
if i dint, i would not be writhing this.
love;
jonn
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